.life.

I'm going to have to admit that I am just doing what most teenagers are doing. I don't blame anyone for this but myself because I got so caught up in trying everything at this age. Everything is always very tempting and I'll always end up hurting people and myself. There will be times where I'll just lock myself in my room and talk to myself, which I do a lot and asked myself why. Why am I like this? I realized I wasn't the way I am now, before. I changed, a lot after exactly 8 months ago and I am really doing things based on my emotions. I'm to blame in this case. Because I know myself. I get so tempted and I tend to get so carried away with things. I tend to not care and repeat it again. There are times where I'll just be at home like a normal teenager. I realized that I am a girl and I shouldn't be doing all these things but I can't control myself sometimes. I hate myself for that. There also will be times where I will regret everything for just in a short period of time then do it again. I feel sorry for myself sometimes. I hate the fact that I will hurt other people by following my heart. But when bad things happened, I'll just hang strong and be patience with what people have to say. I am kinda immune to the fact that I got mad at a lot. At times I do feel embarrassed but I will always get back on my feet and try to start over. I will talk to God and will ask why am I like this. Why can't I just be like, normal. You know? I know what kind of girl I am, and I also know I'm not like that. I was never like that. I hate the fact that my heart is so broken and I will start doing things based on my emotions. I will always feel as if my life is going to end at that moment. But I also know that there are better things out there and that I can do better than this. Fidelia, you are better than this. I am a rebel and I'm trying to go to a better path from now on. I never knew my life and me would be this way. I am better than this and I know it because I know so and I believe in myself and the fact that people around me are mad is because they care and they love me. I, on the other side can't seem to just take a minute and think back at the things I took for granted. There are for my own good but I ignore them. The advices and everything. All i care about is myself. From now on, I am going to be strong and start over. I have faith. I need all the supports that I need and I need strength and no matter what it takes I am going to try to change myself for my own good and also the fact that I am still young and I still have long way to go. I am a broken girl, broken hearted and just a mess. I need to love myself more and don't take others who cares for granted. 

.and then she said this.

"This is the thing. Everything that makes you sad is an illusion. You are the reason why you can't get over him because a part of you will let him back into your life. You need to convince yourself that you do not want him back. Whatever it takes you need to fight it all. And I know, from how you've been since I knew you, I know how fucked it can feel to lose him. But you're strong. Yknow that? Is it worth the hurt? I doubt it. He was great, I agree. But what keeps you around if he has moved on?"

Words from my best mate. 

Yours Truly ♥

.untitled.

..and at that point I acknowledged all my faults and I acknowledged what I have been doing wrong. And that was a huge step for me because I put all of my private side at that point. It doesn't have a conclusion, its stuck. Its right at that point where I'm saying, I'm trying to let go, I wish you would come back, this is what I did wrong. But, I know its not going to be fixed. Its not going to work out, but I'm just trying to deal with it. Every time I try to found the  word to say, what I thought would make things okay. I kept it all inside, slowly drowning in my pride. I never could admit my own mistakes, some how I thought things would fall into place. And I made a change, too late. So, here. Past all the lights, where everything is clear. Nothing seems to change how I love you and now you're going to leave. I'm just slowly dying here inside, trying to let go.

Maybe I just thought I had you here, I thought that you would not go anywhere. I abused my position, and I didn't care. And now that you no longer talk to me, and it seems that you got over me. I can hardly breathe, cause you no longer need me. I'm just sorry I found out late, but all the choices I make.. I thought of me and not how it would be to watch you walk away. I know I will never make it right, but everyday I try. In hopes you might come back, you're where my heart is at. I have to find a way. Every time I think of you, its hard for me to think of what I can do. I used to have you here beside me, I just want you here beside me. Sure, I can go on and act as if I'm okay and as if everything is alright. But then, my whole body is crying. I know I never told you why, I need you in my life.
Yours Truly ♥

      

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I daydream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversations; laughing at funny things that you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds, I know one things for sure; you’re the best thing that ever happened to me. 

"Some say love is not for sinners, I believe that isn't true. Cause when I was finished sinning, love came down and showed me you. And you told me how to get there, so I tried to find a way. I ran through the garden, but I tripped on the gate. What are you doing to me? I'm so into you. And the hardest part is knowing that I'll never follow through. You're slowly killing me, & I wish it wasn't true."

:')

You taught me everything and everything you've given me. I'll always keep it inside. You're the driving force in my life. There isn't anything or anyone that I can be. And it wouldn't feel right, if I didn't have you by my side. You were there for me to love & care for me. When skies were grey, whenever I was down. You were always there, to comfort me. And no one else can be, what you have been to me. You'll always be the boy, in my life for all times. You're always there for me, have always been around for me even when I was bad. You showed me right from my wrong. And you took up for me, when everyone was drowning me. You always did understand, you gave me strength to go on. There was so many times, looking back when I was so afraid. No one else can do, what you have done for me.

Yours Truly ♥

"Can we go back to the days our love was strong? Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong? Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way they used to be?"

On repeat.

"Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind. Where do I go? Baby," I said, "please stay". Give our love a chance for one more day, we could have worked things out. Taking time is what my love's all about.  From the bottom of my broken heart, there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know. You were my first love, you were my true love. From the first kisses to the very last rose. You were my real love, I never knew love. Till there was you."

Britney Spears - From the bottom of my broken heart

Take me.

How can I be so stupid? To let you slip away. I had you in my arms, but I let you slip away. I wanted you back, but now it's too late. You've already said goodbye, and now that love turned to hate. I want to go back in time, and fix all that was wrong. Change all of my regrets, so we didn't fight as long. The regrets are what fucked it up, and they were all my fault. I was so immature, I should have acted like an adult. I then broke my own heart. Now its just too late, and I can't undo anything. I still do love you, &always will. But nobody knows. No one seemed to understand, what my real intentions are. We are no longer together, because of what I was trying to prove. It was a bad decision, &that now I want you here. Never far away, but always near. Was really hoping for you to take me back, &catch me when I fall. I need you right now, more than anything at all. I admit I made a mistake, over stepping some boundaries which made me look fake. I always said I would never do the things I did &that is the reason why its so hard for you to forgive. Its been so long, so many times we said we'd try. Only to turn around and make each other cry. Remember how its was when we first started out? Two different people, yet we shared every thought. We fell so fast, maybe fell in love too soon. Made a huge decision that now we cannot undo. I admit my mistakes, I have paid for what I've done and still am. So why is it like this, we can;t even talk. You call me a liar and say you don't care. All the while my love for you is still there. I never meant to hurt you, really. Never wanted to cause you any pain. Since you left me right about 3 months ago. My life hasn't been the same. I owe you so much, I have so much to prove to you. So I will end this with the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. Goodbye baby.. If you ever changed your mind. I'm always here. Waiting. I will always be in love with you. I'm sorry you can't trust me, and won't ever let me in. I'm sorry you don't believe in me. And that I could not win. I'm sorry for not being perfect, and being able to break your fears. I'm sorry for messing up and causing all your tears. I'm sorry I can't fix it, and make you want to stay. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, and now I have to pay. I'm sorry I ever doubted it, and made you second guess. I'm sorry I was so stupid, you haven't seen my best. I'm sorry for the things I've done, I'm sorry I can't be your number one. I'm sorry I always put you to the test. I'm sorry I put you through hell. I'm sorry that sorry is not enough. I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff. I'm sorry for all the pain, and for not cleaning the stain. I'm sorry for the things I've said. I'm sorry from head to toe, I'm sorry I can;t take a "no". I'm sorry for needing you, that's just something I tend to do. I can't help it. I'm sorry that I just want you to see that I don't want you to ever stop loving me. Sorry I wasn't good enough. Sorry I let you down. Sorry for my tears &sorry for my fears. I'm sorry that I'm human, sorry that I care. I'm sorry for being hardheaded. Sorry for never listening. Sorry for forgetting things and asking stupid questions. I'm sorry I'm not as smart. I'm sorry that I made you say "we're over, its not worth it." I'm sorry for the mistakes I made, and that they broke you. I'm sorry and I would be glad to do all that I can. I wake up every morning, hoping to get a fresh start. Praying I can undo, the mistakes I've done. Everyday its the same thing, my memories came to haunt me. I never knew it'd come to this, and now I'm regretting it. Basically I'm saying sorry, as usual. Sorry for my stupidity. If you ever find it in your heart to forgive me, I thank you with full sincerity. If there's even anyone to blame, its me.
Yours Truly ♥

Lost.

Long story short;

After a long, long sleep. I woke up &started praying. Nearly missed my exam. Got in late with tears in my eyes slash panda eyes. Apologized to my lecturer. Finished an hour early. Starting to think that I fucked my first exam. Met Josh, poured my heart out. Holding in my tears. Went home, all smiles. Jaymie came, cried. Went to CitiCafe with Jaymie, nearly cried till she said something funny. Had coffee smoothie. Went to the hospital, met mummy. Glad she's okay. Managed to make her laugh. Went home, now. Starting to cry, angry, locked myself in my room. Havent eaten ever since. Hands are shaking. All tears. Tried to study. Ended up ripping off the pages. Threw my blackberry, nearly fucked it up. Thinking of cutting my hair. Dry lips. Migrain. Hungry but I lost my appetite. Shaleen managed to forced me to eat. So I suggested Mcd. Went there, together with Jaymie. Had fun, barely. Got home, tried to sleep. Panic attack, thought I was going to die. Nausea. Last but not least, I hate myself.

Bye.

Proud of myself.

Always a last minute work. Here it goes. :)

Not that clear here &not as good but my last minute work made me proud. :)

Yours Truly ♥

"I don't know but I believe, that some things are meant to be. And that you'll make a better me."

Just one of those days.

Its been going on for months now. &nothing's change. I hate this feeling and I wish things were rather different.   Time goes by way too fast. Rough year for me, rough year. What kind of punishment is this? If running away from everything was easy, I would've done it long time ago. Cause I am very close to giving up. But then, there is just something that makes me want to hold on. And maybe, just maybe. Things will be different. But then, from the way I see it now. There's nothing left there to try any more. & I know for sure he didn't ask for this. Its entirely my fault all along. I know I've said this before but I am so full of regrets. I took the person who's been there for me, who loves me for who I am, for granted. A guy who is indeed ready to sacrifice his whole life for me. Who falls in love with me, despite our differences. I just don't know if I can take this any more. Or whether I can handle this alone. Cause no matter what I'm doing, no matter how busy I was. There's always something else in my head and I can never get my work done. I just hate it.

Yours Truly ♥

So.

Went on a trip with no fucking pictures taken. Regrets regrets. Drove there & I rocked the bumpy road man. I'm so proud of myself. Okay so, shed a tear on Gawai due to thinking too much while my other mates were having fun. But not for long! I managed to get a little bit tipsy. And sang my lungs out like nobody's business. My Gawai was okay this year. Although I had to pretend as if everything's okay. &then my mates managed to keep me away from my phones. I'm so grateful. I woke up this morning, with a smile on my face. I am so relieved. I smiled because I made it through the day! Was kinda upset when I got home today, cause its all coming back to me but its fine! Its been days, and I'm pretty sure its all going to be alright. No matter how much its hurting me to look around. To feel like I have to keep searching and having to hold in my tears from falling. Its all just me, my emotional self. & last but not least, I Thank God for letting me see another beautiful day! :)

P/S: I hope you're doing fine. Ily.

Yours Truly ♥

Miri Raven.

Long story short. We won third place. Our very first International Tournament for touch rugby, held in Brunei. And also our very first medal! It was all worth the waking up at 5am, long journey, sun burns & injuries! Congratulations again Ravens; together we fly! :)

Now, stop criticizing my team. Stop underestimating us, as we just started this amazing team last year. We have proved to you that we can do this. And this is our proof to you.

Yours Truly ♥

This is for you.

There are those times when you feel like nothing could possibly go your way. You look outside and feel that there is no way the world is still spinning the way it was when you were happy once. You try so hard to get past the emptiness that you feel within your soul but know that nothing is ever going to be the same. You hate knowing that the one person so special to you doesn't feel even a fraction of the emotions that seep from you, and you wish that there was a way to tell him.

I;m lost, scared, alone and I can't take it anymore. And the way he treats me is destroying me. He makes mefeel like I mean so much to him but I feel that, that's impossible. He holds such a vulnerable thing captive and that thing is my heart/. He's so close to breaking it but so close to setting me free I'm willing to risk it. It hurts to be so torn between so many emotions. I wish it could all just stop. I know that you're happy and I want you to know that, when you're happy. I'm happy. Because I would do anything for you, because you mean so much to me. It hurts me to know that the one thing that brought a smile to my face and made me happy, is gone.

My love for you was so strong, and I was never in love with someone else as much as I was with you.

You want me to tell you the honestt truth? Yeah? Well, here it is. I dream about you every night. Okay maybe not every night. I spend endless afternoons thinking about you. Somedays, I don't think about you at all, but that's rare, because I usually don't go a minute without thinking about you, or seeing you in my mind. When I first met you, I never thought that I'd fall in love with you. For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone. I know you;ve had enough. I know you're tired. I know you don't want to ever feel that way again. I am so sorry for everything. It was a stupid  thing to do and I knew that even when I was doing it. I love you so much but when you got so angry, it drives me nuts. I know you don't mean anything by it. But I'm so insecure when it comes to your love. I'm still amazed that you didnt just tell me to get lost after disappointing, hurting you many times. I gave you a hard time. But now, you did. You're obviously exhausted. Sigh. 

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me f you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today because they remind me of the one thing I don't have,. Its really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay. I'm holding on to someone that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't. 

Yours Truly ♥

Heh.

I'm not an expert at relationships, I don't know how to handle every fight we're going to have, and I will never be a perfect person. We're both still young, and we still have a lot more to learn. But I'm willing to take chances, to risk it all, and learn everything there is to know just so I can keep us together. I won't give up on you. I promise.

Been wanting to tell you.

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh, I daydreamed about you on and off, replaying pieces of our conversations, laughing at the funny things that you said and did. I memorized your face and the way you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what i imagined. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds. I know one thing for sure, you're the best thing that ever happened to me. Sigh.

Yours Truly ♥

Something to share.

There will always be that one guy who's willing to carry you when you're tired. I found mine, but then. I lost him. :')
When you found that guy, you are lucky. This is not just about you carried by him when your feet stumbled. This is about a love that is true, sincere and pure. He'll take any chances just to keep you safe and warm. A guy who is indeed ready to sacrifice his whole life for you. Definitely, he is a guy worth loving. There are great chances that you and him can live together forever happily. Likewise, a guy like him can make you feel loved, secured and bliss in a thousand ways.

Yours Truly ♥

The day it ended.

18 June 2011 - 28 February 2012
Eight months, one week and 3 days :')

.i miss.

FAIL.

MLC, Nedlands. After our Christmas Lunch 

Northbridge. After our karaoke session.

8am. The Jetty.

:)

♥

In the train. On our way to city.

Our last social.

Northbridge.

Teabee's 17th birthday :

“When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.” 

Yours Truly ♥

I just feel like doing this in the morning.

Good morning (:

I love how your eyes close whenever you kiss me. And when I'm away from you I love how you miss me. I love the way you always treat me tenderly. I love how your heart beats whenever I hold you. I love how you think of me without being told to. I love the way you hand touch is always so heavenly. But most of all, I love how you love me.

Yours Truly ♥

"I love the way you intertwine your fingers in mine. The way each gap of my fingers is filled with yours as if the entire world belongs to me at that single moment. The way you hold my hand feels like i’m the happiest girl ever. As if nothing can ever come between us as long as your hand and mine are interlinked with each other. I hope this moment will last. I hope our story won’t end. As long as your holding my hand and i’m holding yours, i’ll be yours and you’ll be mine" 
Yours Truly ♥

Originally made by my one and only ♥ ™

I spend my days daydreaming,
Enthralled and weakened at the idea,
That seeing my self with you had so much meaning,
something deep,something worth fighting.

I'd count the days we had
spending every second of every fiber i had to hold it in,
The way she mesmerizes me with her smile
the things she does that fastens my heart's beating.

Time would pass with me having no mind,
to know as long as it takes just to have you sleeping in my arms.
Thinking of how the girl that's sleeping brings out the best in me,
thinking about how a part of me would die without her.

I'd always find my self there for her without any notions or second guesses,
I'd always find my self turning back whenever i try so hard to walk away,
I'd always find my self staring at her whenever she talks as if she was the only thing that mattered at that very moment.

She brings so much out of me,
all my bad and all my good
She's the last lingering thing in my mind before i sleep,invading my dreams
Finding my self happy some part of me has already been inseparable from her,
finding my self in regret for knowing that i'll have to wake up
The cycle would go on and on and i wouldn't have mind.

I love you enough to know that im addicted
I love you enough to accept every part of you
I learnt to love you this much because i know that your mine to keep and to hold
To have you in my life is proof of that my love for you is real and is strong. To know that you love me in your on way equally.

Since we only met after February. i think i owe you at least something for a really over due'd valentine's day present. A fact about me,i never had a valentine's day with someone in my life. Despite knowing we have next year for that. I just thought that since this year is still around,i want you to be my valentine. not caring even if its not at the right date. Besides,im going to have to beat what i gave you now next year right? i like the idea of it and the challenge. hehe. Baby,thank you. And sorry if this was random. but hey,it's your fault that i cant help my self. Your going to have to take responsibility. :)  anyway the point is,you mean a lot to me.. and i wanted to show you that by sitting at my laptop at 3 in the morning and thought of what i could do. I hope you liked it,im a little rusty and low on sleep so just bear with me yeah love?

I love you. I don't get how i find my self like this. you came into my life and took me on a roller coaster. I've learnt a lot.. i learnt how to fall in love with someone i'd never thought i'd see my self with. your nuts and so hard headed. but i like getting through to you. it makes the effort way more worth it. so yeah.. that's all i got to say. Im still waiting for the end of your promise baby. cant wait to hear what you have to say.. try beating what i just did,cant can you? :P
Fidelia,i love you so much baby. This was supposed to be accompanied with a kiss and hugs from me. but i'll just give it to you when i see you alright? 

Lots of love from your boyfriend. Happy over due'd valentine's day. ;)

Keith Patrick™

Hey Baby (:

Baby,
Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on, for patiently listening to my personal problems. Baby, I just want you to know how happy am I to have you in my life and I thank God for that. Thank you for the love and the joy you bring. You've changed my life, Baby.

You're the only boyfriend who gives my heart some excitement and thrills. When I'm with you I feel like I'm out of control! You taught me how to handle life seriously, you taught me how to solve my problems and to face it without any fear. When I'm with you, I feel no fear, not even a single one. And I'm sorry baby for the lack of communication we have, which you hate so much. I'll try my very best to change that baby, for you. I know you've given me so many chances and I misused it a lot of time. I took you for granted. I know I did. Watching you get hurt, hurts me too. Even if I'm the cause. You're amazing, really. I love you for that. For taking good care of me, of us. But yeah, its just me. Your sambil lewa girlfriend. Sigh sigh sigh. 

I know that when you say you love me you mean it and I admit that I fall in love with you each day. I love you and that's what I want you to bear in your mind, and it's for keeps.

Yours and only yours,
Fidelia ♥

"I won't forget you. I don't regret you. And the hardest thing in fact to do is live without you. And I wonder why we both walked away. I'm lost without you, still crazy for you. Just run around, come back because your smile is overdue. And I miss you.."
Yours Truly ♥

"I won't go another day without you. Hold on, I promise it gets brighter."
Yours Truly ♥

100 reasons why I love you.

1. Your beautiful eyes.
2. The way you smile, those crooked smile of yours.
3. The way you laugh. :')
4. The way you hug me. So tight.
5. Your gentle hands, when you hold me.
6. Your smell, of course. So, stop wondering why I keep sniffing you. Yes, it seems so inappropriate. I know.
7. Your voice. In the morning, after you woke up. No, anytime actually. Your voice is just incredibly sexy.
8. Because you're annoying..
9. That mouth thing you always do. Its so cute.
10. For being the corniest. Your terrific sense of humor.
11. I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me.
12. I love the way you patch up with me after a tumultuous fight.
13. I love how you always kiss my forehead.
14. I love how you'll kiss me everywhere even when I told you to stop. 
15. I love the fact that.. you're tough. :D
16. Your intelligence 
17. You always know what to say, or do.
18. All the sacrifices you made.
19. Naturally awesome kisser.
20. How you'll get annoyed whenever i kacau your hair. 
21. I love you for the way you make me feel when I'm with you. 
22. I love the way you look at me.
23. I love it when we stayed up all night talking about nothing. Or the future. 
24. I love listening to you. Even when you think I'm not paying attention. 
25. I love that you respect me.
26. I love cuddling with you.
27. I love that you're the first person I said goodmorning to and the last person i said goodnight to.
28. You'll always be there for me.
29. You'll do whatever you can to keep me company.
30. Romantic.
31. The way you play with my hair.
32. Our inside jokes. 
33. Your warmth and kindness.
34. I love the way you can make me smile/blush so easily.
35. I love the way your voice sounds whispering in my ears.
36. I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movies.
37. The way you defend and protect me.
38. I love your strength of character. 
39. I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.
40. Your ability to talk things through.
41. The fact that you're a movie addict.
42. I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.
43. I love that you love my cooking. (Even though sikit kay? Hee.)
44. I love the way you take care of us.
45. Your willingness to share everything, especially your heart.
46. I love your way with words.
47. I love the way you call me Baby.
48. How sometimes you'll call me Beautiful, Princess. :)
49. Also when you call me by funny names. Or cute.
50. I love the surprises you do for me.
51. I love how you would do anything to make me happy.
52. For being patient with me.
53. For being honest.
54. For holding me when I cry.
55. For accepting and everything that I am,
56. I love you for sharing your life with me and allowing me to share my life with you.
57. For cheering me up when I'm bummed out.
58. For assuring me that everything will be okay.
59. For being an angel.
60. For always being true with your words.
61. For being great at turning your feelings into a poetry.
62. You make me feel special.
63. You sing to me! With your guitar! So sexy!
64. And you dance for me too! We slow danced too remember?! Hee ^^
65. Because you gave me the reason to anticipate waking up in the morning.
66. You taught me the meaning of unconditional love.
67. You make me feel good about myself. The insecurities shit. :s
68. Because you make me proud of being yours.
69. You make me smile everytime my phone beeps. Hee (:
70. Because even if you say that you're not perfect, to me, you still are.
71. You're definitely worth the wait. 
72. You make me feel loved.
73. The way you love me. And how you'll remind me.
74. Because even when I'm all moody, you still manage to make me laugh. Even though I know when I have my Period you takut wanna kacau me. Heee.
75. You give great back massages. 
76. You taught me so many things about life.
77. Because I'm at my happiest when I'm with you.
78. You're not controlling.
79. You're retarded.
80. Because with you, everything is just perfect.
81. Because.. You're my doctor! 
82. For the inquisitive person that you are.
83. For being supportive.
84. You'll wait for me to fall asleep.
85. Piggyback ride and bear hug! 
86. I just love staring at you.
87. I love how "Korean" you can get. HAHA. I'm sorry baby.
88. Not to mention how girly you can get. Mehee.
89, Your addiction in playing games. Ah baby boy. (:
90. When you pakai formal! Dup dap dup dap my heart that.
91. I love how I'll miss you the second you left. 
92. When you're having your manja moment. 
93. I love it when you're sleeping. Comel kay.
94. I love the way you caress my face.
95. I love your outgoing personality.
96. A GENTLEMAN. 
97. I love you for you.
98. Because there's no reason not to.
99. I love how just by thinking of you now, makes me cry and smile at the same time while typing.
100. Last but not least, because you're mine.
I love you so much Baby. :)

Yours Truly ♥