.i miss.

FAIL.

MLC, Nedlands. After our Christmas Lunch 

Northbridge. After our karaoke session.

8am. The Jetty.

:)

♥

In the train. On our way to city.

Our last social.

Northbridge.

Teabee's 17th birthday :

“When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.” 

Yours Truly ♥

I just feel like doing this in the morning.

Good morning (:

I love how your eyes close whenever you kiss me. And when I'm away from you I love how you miss me. I love the way you always treat me tenderly. I love how your heart beats whenever I hold you. I love how you think of me without being told to. I love the way you hand touch is always so heavenly. But most of all, I love how you love me.

Yours Truly ♥

"I love the way you intertwine your fingers in mine. The way each gap of my fingers is filled with yours as if the entire world belongs to me at that single moment. The way you hold my hand feels like i’m the happiest girl ever. As if nothing can ever come between us as long as your hand and mine are interlinked with each other. I hope this moment will last. I hope our story won’t end. As long as your holding my hand and i’m holding yours, i’ll be yours and you’ll be mine" 
Yours Truly ♥

Originally made by my one and only ♥ ™

I spend my days daydreaming,
Enthralled and weakened at the idea,
That seeing my self with you had so much meaning,
something deep,something worth fighting.

I'd count the days we had
spending every second of every fiber i had to hold it in,
The way she mesmerizes me with her smile
the things she does that fastens my heart's beating.

Time would pass with me having no mind,
to know as long as it takes just to have you sleeping in my arms.
Thinking of how the girl that's sleeping brings out the best in me,
thinking about how a part of me would die without her.

I'd always find my self there for her without any notions or second guesses,
I'd always find my self turning back whenever i try so hard to walk away,
I'd always find my self staring at her whenever she talks as if she was the only thing that mattered at that very moment.

She brings so much out of me,
all my bad and all my good
She's the last lingering thing in my mind before i sleep,invading my dreams
Finding my self happy some part of me has already been inseparable from her,
finding my self in regret for knowing that i'll have to wake up
The cycle would go on and on and i wouldn't have mind.

I love you enough to know that im addicted
I love you enough to accept every part of you
I learnt to love you this much because i know that your mine to keep and to hold
To have you in my life is proof of that my love for you is real and is strong. To know that you love me in your on way equally.

Since we only met after February. i think i owe you at least something for a really over due'd valentine's day present. A fact about me,i never had a valentine's day with someone in my life. Despite knowing we have next year for that. I just thought that since this year is still around,i want you to be my valentine. not caring even if its not at the right date. Besides,im going to have to beat what i gave you now next year right? i like the idea of it and the challenge. hehe. Baby,thank you. And sorry if this was random. but hey,it's your fault that i cant help my self. Your going to have to take responsibility. :)  anyway the point is,you mean a lot to me.. and i wanted to show you that by sitting at my laptop at 3 in the morning and thought of what i could do. I hope you liked it,im a little rusty and low on sleep so just bear with me yeah love?

I love you. I don't get how i find my self like this. you came into my life and took me on a roller coaster. I've learnt a lot.. i learnt how to fall in love with someone i'd never thought i'd see my self with. your nuts and so hard headed. but i like getting through to you. it makes the effort way more worth it. so yeah.. that's all i got to say. Im still waiting for the end of your promise baby. cant wait to hear what you have to say.. try beating what i just did,cant can you? :P
Fidelia,i love you so much baby. This was supposed to be accompanied with a kiss and hugs from me. but i'll just give it to you when i see you alright? 

Lots of love from your boyfriend. Happy over due'd valentine's day. ;)

Keith Patrick™

Hey Baby (:

Baby,
Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on, for patiently listening to my personal problems. Baby, I just want you to know how happy am I to have you in my life and I thank God for that. Thank you for the love and the joy you bring. You've changed my life, Baby.

You're the only boyfriend who gives my heart some excitement and thrills. When I'm with you I feel like I'm out of control! You taught me how to handle life seriously, you taught me how to solve my problems and to face it without any fear. When I'm with you, I feel no fear, not even a single one. And I'm sorry baby for the lack of communication we have, which you hate so much. I'll try my very best to change that baby, for you. I know you've given me so many chances and I misused it a lot of time. I took you for granted. I know I did. Watching you get hurt, hurts me too. Even if I'm the cause. You're amazing, really. I love you for that. For taking good care of me, of us. But yeah, its just me. Your sambil lewa girlfriend. Sigh sigh sigh. 

I know that when you say you love me you mean it and I admit that I fall in love with you each day. I love you and that's what I want you to bear in your mind, and it's for keeps.

Yours and only yours,
Fidelia ♥

"I won't forget you. I don't regret you. And the hardest thing in fact to do is live without you. And I wonder why we both walked away. I'm lost without you, still crazy for you. Just run around, come back because your smile is overdue. And I miss you.."
Yours Truly ♥