Love :)

After two years of living life not knowing what love is. I finally found someone who's very unexpected, that I never thought would be so important in my life. I never felt this way before, never thought the fear of not wanting to lose someone is very scary. The feeling of having someone to look forward to after waking up in the morning. The feeling of wanting to be anywhere in the world only with them. The feeling of being able to act like a total idiot in front of them and still calls you Mine. Also when you're in a mess, no matter what you wear, how you look and still calls you Beautiful. The feeling of being loved by someone unconditionally, and it is probably the best feeling in the world. You know what?

I found mine. :)

The best feeling in the world would be being able to have him by your side through your ups and downs. He who would give you anything just to not see tears rolling down your face. He who is proud of having you as his girlfriend. Gave you the love you need, be there to comfort you, supports you, and guide you through your darkest day. 

Baby :) ♥

I've never been love-crazy before, and to be honest, I find it so hard to fall in love again. Before. Then, you showed up. You gave me, my life a brand new start. I have never felt this way before. Look how far we've come. I learned a lot, from you. Never thought that I could ever love a person this much. You gave me everything, a little too much already. The sacrifices you've made. From when you stood up for me. For always being there for me. Always. Thank you for not giving up on me just yet. Thank you for always staying true to me. I know that, but I'm just jealous okay? You know what I'm talking about. I love you not only for what you are but for what I am when I'm with you. I love you no matter how retarded you can get. And we can get retarded together. Remember that night, when you acted like a girl. And I can't stop laughing. Your hand gestures and all. Its still in my head. Haha. Keith, you drive me crazy. You have no idea how much I love and how much I hate it when you stare at me too much not knowing the reason why. You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldn't afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much.

There is no words that can explain how much you mean to me, how lucky I am and how gratefully I am to have someone like you in my life and just how much of an amazing person you are. You gave me this feeling that no other had given me whenever I talk to you. Your face it just makes my day so much better and everything just seems so much brighter. My whole body and my self just feel like at any second is about to explode with love and happiness. I love this feeling, the feeling you gave me more than anything in the world. I always ask myself how did I get so lucky with an amazing boy like you. I never truly knew the meaning of love or knew what it was, I always wondered to myself that the feeling you gave me maybe the feeling of love. I think I found what I have been looking for my whole life. My one true love, that's all I have ever wanted out of life and you are the one. :)

Yours truly ♥

18.06.11