Just one of those days.

Its been going on for months now. &nothing's change. I hate this feeling and I wish things were rather different.   Time goes by way too fast. Rough year for me, rough year. What kind of punishment is this? If running away from everything was easy, I would've done it long time ago. Cause I am very close to giving up. But then, there is just something that makes me want to hold on. And maybe, just maybe. Things will be different. But then, from the way I see it now. There's nothing left there to try any more. & I know for sure he didn't ask for this. Its entirely my fault all along. I know I've said this before but I am so full of regrets. I took the person who's been there for me, who loves me for who I am, for granted. A guy who is indeed ready to sacrifice his whole life for me. Who falls in love with me, despite our differences. I just don't know if I can take this any more. Or whether I can handle this alone. Cause no matter what I'm doing, no matter how busy I was. There's always something else in my head and I can never get my work done. I just hate it.

Yours Truly ♥