Enthralled and weakened at the idea,
That seeing my self with you had so much meaning,
something deep,something worth fighting.
I'd count the days we had
spending every second of every fiber i had to hold it in,
The way she mesmerizes me with her smile
the things she does that fastens my heart's beating.
Time would pass with me having no mind,
to know as long as it takes just to have you sleeping in my arms.
Thinking of how the girl that's sleeping brings out the best in me,
thinking about how a part of me would die without her.
I'd always find my self there for her without any notions or second guesses,
I'd always find my self turning back whenever i try so hard to walk away,
I'd always find my self staring at her whenever she talks as if she was the only thing that mattered at that very moment.
She brings so much out of me,
all my bad and all my good
She's the last lingering thing in my mind before i sleep,invading my dreams
Finding my self happy some part of me has already been inseparable from her,
finding my self in regret for knowing that i'll have to wake up
The cycle would go on and on and i wouldn't have mind.
I love you enough to know that im addicted
I love you enough to accept every part of you
I learnt to love you this much because i know that your mine to keep and to hold
To have you in my life is proof of that my love for you is real and is strong. To know that you love me in your on way equally.
Since we only met after February. i think i owe you at least something for a really over due'd valentine's day present. A fact about me,i never had a valentine's day with someone in my life. Despite knowing we have next year for that. I just thought that since this year is still around,i want you to be my valentine. not caring even if its not at the right date. Besides,im going to have to beat what i gave you now next year right? i like the idea of it and the challenge. hehe. Baby,thank you. And sorry if this was random. but hey,it's your fault that i cant help my self. Your going to have to take responsibility. :) anyway the point is,you mean a lot to me.. and i wanted to show you that by sitting at my laptop at 3 in the morning and thought of what i could do. I hope you liked it,im a little rusty and low on sleep so just bear with me yeah love?
I love you. I don't get how i find my self like this. you came into my life and took me on a roller coaster. I've learnt a lot.. i learnt how to fall in love with someone i'd never thought i'd see my self with. your nuts and so hard headed. but i like getting through to you. it makes the effort way more worth it. so yeah.. that's all i got to say. Im still waiting for the end of your promise baby. cant wait to hear what you have to say.. try beating what i just did,cant can you? :P
Fidelia,i love you so much baby. This was supposed to be accompanied with a kiss and hugs from me. but i'll just give it to you when i see you alright?
Lots of love from your boyfriend. Happy over due'd valentine's day. ;)
Keith Patrick™
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